katysuebee

Why do I always dream the same tormentors? How many times must I flee? I was was losing it last night. With the tiger jumping over the fences. With the mice running free. And the cat, and the cops, and the nosy neighbor. And the Xs that continue to butt in and help themselves to my precious time. and I haven't had ghosts bother me for a while, but they're back and sinister and won't let me be. Can,t sleep can,t stay awake. I get stuck in the never ending, often repeating. where did I leave my car. Have I gone back to the NSA to punch small dots in large papers? Am I still paying mortgage on another house that I forgot about? Am I enrolled

NO WAY! CANNOT BE TRUE!! I can say I visit often and look. My computer is not set up - actually it died. Scanner is sitting collecting dust. Only just bought a replacement digital camera couldn't find old one. Moved. No area set up for art. Must set up area for art. Have not been doing art for myself. Must start making art for myself. Must be made accountable for self to self.

Sorry I've been away. Priorities dictate that I pay attention to other things but I wanted to say "hi" and "I miss you" I'm still drawing drawing drawing and writing writing writing on every surface and scrap of paper I'm spending still time on the southside same zip code different street house of music movies bicycle tires young beautiful-inside-and-out man/boys photography vegans smoke and textures one with a brillo and brilliant eye one loves feet and has sex with shoes one just from jail who is angry and kind I am now collecting experiences and resources for more art I am formenting fermenting ideas for large painting or very sma